LIES AND WHY'S

  He says to me fully knowing it could not be further from the truth. He looks at me so convinced that I believe him. I don't I just hate to argue so I say it back. Today is actually a really good day we had sex then cooked breakfast together and he was even nice to my daughter which is rare even though she is only 7 they seldom get along. Today it is easy to repeat his lie back to him. Later we lay around on the couch cuddling and then a dog walk without any complaints wow it must be my birthday .... No if it were then he would be packing to move out. He must have forgotten he hates me for today so I forget as well and barely even waste a minute trying to figure out why he even hates me at all. I am certain he does I just have no idea why. I am very supportive , spoil to a fault , barely bitch after finding out he still goes on dating sites and contacts other females. He only denies this anyway so really no good to bitch. I still feel like none of those facts hold the real reason he hates me. Oh well like I said today I put that out of my head. We have sex again before bed but something seems off afterwards I roll over and pretend to sleep while letting myself now obsess as to why he does actually hate me. I barely notice him get out of bed. I am about to get up and investigate when he brings me back some juice from the kitchen , I am fake sleeping so I refuse it. This seems to annoy him for some reason and now I am reeling with crazy thoughts as to why. I don't have long to get lost in my head because I notice him going to my daughters room and giving her juice now this is very odd because any other night he would deny her juice saying she will wet the bet. Which she has all of a sudden started back doing even though she has been potty trained since 2 and is now 7. He comes back into the room and I am still fake sleeping he checks on me to see if I am faking or not but seems to think I am sleeping so he lays down and appears to be waiting for something he has his hands folded across his chest and his eyes are wide open. How freaking odd I think to myself wtf is he up 2? I decide no matter what I have to stay awake as well and find out. I must have dosed off but luckily not into a deep sleep because I am woken up by his light attempts at waking me. I stay fake sleeping after a few minutes he sits up in bed looks over at me one last time and then creeps out of bed. My heart is pounding and I almost yell at him to get back in bed but stop myself. Thank god I did because what happens next nearly rips my heart straight out of my chest. I quietly get my phone and open our security app I open the hall camera just in time to see him enter my daughters room. I quickly switch to the camera in her room and I cannot even get my eyes to process what I am seeing. I see him getting undressed and start touching himself then I see him go over to the top bunk where she is sleeping. I nearly drop my phone I run out of bed to her room so quick. Startled he try's to hide what he was doing but it's to late I have seen it all. I start yelling at him and he gets loud with me and tells me I am crazy and seeing things after only minutes of this I realize it's useless to argue and go back into my room to grab my phone. He clearly thinks he has me believing his bullshit because he walks back in scolding me for being so crazy. Yes police I say as the 911 operator answers the call, I then tell them my address and that I just found my boyfriend molesting my 7 year old daughter. His eyes get wide and he starts to scramble he does not know if he should just run or if he has time to do more damage. He decides he has time he comes over to me and starts choking me really hard I feel myself pee my pants then black. I wake up to him in handcuffs looking at me like I ruined his life as paramedics are doing CPR on me. I barely notice my poor innocent daughter crying in the corner so confused. Now I know why he hated me I stood between him and my child. What a sick bastard.